Timing

Ok, let's try this one more time. This will be the third time I've retyped this. The title of this blog was called timing until it ticked me off. Anyways here we go.

Have you ever noticed that God has amazing timing. Like when you least expect it and you think everything is just going to get worse it all just kinda works it's self out. I've had that kind of month. lol yeah month. I have a friend (that works in the same office with me) and she's going through a really bad break up with her girlfriend (yes you read that right and it's not a typo). So she was telling me about all the crap that's going on and then she started talking to me about how she thinks this is God's way of showing her that she's made some life choices that are wrong and that she's always felt guilty for them. Then she said "Amber, I can only put trust in the fact that God is the alpha and the omega, and that he has everything planned". And I told her that she was right, God does have everything under control. I then got to share with her how God works all things for the good of those who love him, and I know that I say that a lot but after everything I've been through I have to believe that it's true. As she told me how she had nothing left and she didn't think that she was good enough for anything anymore I simply shared Jer 29:11 with her. It's awesome to know that everything will be ok when you tell someone that. I believe that God sometimes has to take everything from us so that he can truely show us how much he loves us, and that if we'll let him he will handle everything. She is an amazing lady, with such a big heart and could be used to do so much. When I started working here I asked God to help me see them as he did. And while it's been hard, it has kept me from having a hard heart when they've done things on purpose to make my life harder. My boss is a very selfish person but I'm able to see that she's just trying to fill that void. I know that God is dealing with her. And I know that God has acutally gotten through to my friend. The last nine months here have been rather hard, not that it's a hard job, it's just hard to sit through all the immoral crap that goes on here: language, sexual comments towards me, immoral sexual comments from my friend's girl friend (that also happens to be my boss), it's just not all worth it, but then again right here in the end it is.
In other parts of my life, I'm learning that I'm really impatient, and that has created a really weird situation. And I know he's reading so I'll say it here and now, in black and white, "I'm sorry, I was wrong and I'm sorry." But you guys need to write it down because I only admit that I'm wrong about 3% percent of the time, the other 97% is for the men in my life. (lol you know I'm kidding). Anyways I'm learning that God's timing is everything, and that when I really think something is right if I'll wait it out chances are I don't even what that thing later, or if I do it's been totally worth the wait.

And last but most definatly not least, Ava will be here in about 48 hours. I'm so excited. They are going to induce on Thursday morning so as soon as I have pictures I will share. Anyways I need to go. I'm at work and getting nothing done. Talk to you guys later, FLICT you. byah.