I'm not griping this time, I promise.

Hey guys,

This has been a rather successfull week. And it's only Wednesday. I'm really excited about the studio and yes I've decided to go ahead with it (like you can even imagine me not dancing)! I talked with one of my really Godly, amazing friends (not naming any names, Tabbie Lynn) and she told me that I already knew what to do, it was just a hard decision. She pretty much just said suck it up and do it, in a round about way. But that's ok, sometimes I need so Jesus with some skin on to put it in my face. I can be really choleric sometimes, and when it's convienent I can be really sanquin. LOL. Anyways, so I saw some of my girls last night and it helped me remember why I do what I do. It's like when you are in a dry spell and you have an amazing encounter with God, you know how excited you are and ready to serve him. Well seeing my girls last night kinda rekindeled the fire and passion for my calling. I know that I'm called to teach little girls and teenage girls that it's ok not to be average, because God made us exceptional, and the way he wanted us. We don't need to meet the standards of this world, and we don't have to find our values in some guy. And through teaching them about the self worth that they find in them selves I know that they will see a difference in my life and I will be able to share Christ with them. Wow, I don't know that I've ever put that in black and white. Nothing like a bunch of 12 year old girls to hold you accountable.(haha) But I love them, and it is worth it. They are awsome young ladies, I just hope that they can see it in them selves. I don't really know what purpose dance has served in my life other than giving me a self convidence level that most teenage girls didn't have and allowing me to show others their own self worth. Anyways to sum it all up, I know that I'm called and there are alot of hard decisions coming up that I'll have to make, but it's going to be worth it. My God promised never to give me more than I can handle.


On another note: If you ever read my blog and I talk about you in it and you don't like it for some reason, you can tell me and I'll take it down, but until then, I'll tell you what all is going on.

So Audrey's baby shower is this Sunday, if you read this and you weren't invited but you go to church with me don't get your feelings hurt, there's two showers. Long story. Don't ask. lol. Anyways that means that Ava Grace is going to be here soon. Like real soon. I'm so excited. Her due date is September 22nd. That's like 50 days from to day. Yes I'm counting down.

And Chris just bought a new Car. WOW I'm so excited. We are so going out in his car when we hang out from now on. It's a 2005 Camrey. It's white with gold trim. I can't wait to see it. We're hanging out Thursday night.

And last, but most definately not least, Barry met my family two weekends ago. And by family I don't mean mom, dad and Jerrid I mean like Me-Maw, Pa-Paw, Aunt Marcia, Uncle Tim, Haley, Scotty, Aunt Betty, Uncle Steve, Brittany, Thomas (well he's not family but he did propose to Brittany and he will be soon), Bethany, Dallas, Breanna and Paton. Not to mention that he met Audrey too. I'm sure he was overwhelmed, even if he won't admit to it. It really wasn't a test but he must really like me to put up with all of that. Breanna crawled all over him. And Haley told me that she wouldn't mind having him in the family. A little far I think, and a little further down the road than I'm thinking, but I think she's Sanquin like me and Marcia, so she tends to jump in head first like we do. lol. He also asked me to come up this weekend and go to church with him. I can't but I really, REALLY, like the fact that he asked. I really want to meet his parents. And I really appreciate the fact that he doesn't let me push him around, like on things that really matter. Like us being together. And I really think that God's timing is playing a major role in this relationship. It's really awsome.

Anyways I need to shut up and stop typing. I stayed at Aunt Marcia's and Uncle's Tims night before last (well actually it's Darlene's and Gregs, but they live there too). I had a lot of fun and got to just be with my Aunt Marcia for awhile. And I got to hang with Scott and Haley. I love those kids so much. Sooooo.... I guess I'll go and get some work done. or atleast try to get some done. Peace out homie G.

~Amber Sheree G.